I don’t know how good is it to wait for, but for me waiting for someone doesn’t make life meaningful anymore. It’s probably because of too much waiting for the distant person in past.

Isn’t it beautiful being in the same place and enjoy togetherness? Sometimes one side is proactive working hard too much to reach to another side, while another side is God knows where is wondering…

Every time I promise myself I won’t have a distant relationship anymore I go and hook into a worse version of it.

Who knows, maybe under-consciously I am looking for “impossible” love whereas when something is so simple and easygoing it starts irritating me.

I still haven’t figured out what is happiness. While happiness is so close why  I am looking for excuses to spoil it…

With love, from B.G. top roof flat full of sweet memories.